"He must increase, but I must decrease." - John 3:30
I am in a place where I'm constantly fighting myself; correcting myself and second guessing myself. At this moment I'm in a place where the root of this all started. The root where the pain and dysfunction started. The place where the enemy was welcomed without my knowledge of it, and the Spirit of the Lord wasn't. The place where I knew His name but knew nothing about Him due to tradition.
Have you ever been in this place?
Even though you inherited the golden heart by the blessing of the Most High, your surrounded by those who didn't, I have come to the knowledge the only way I can break the chain of the dysfunction, pathology, patterns and cycles that have been so destructive to my bloodline is to watch my words; pray over my thoughts and my feelings. I must become weak in order for the Father to fill this place, I must become vulnerable and pliable. I must be mindful of my thoughts to prevent myself from uttering words that will provoke those ungodly spirits that's waiting to be seen. and entertained I see very clearly that this 'sheltered in place' season for me isn't a bad things, it is part of the Master's plan to destroy the old systems that have been instrumental in putting stumbling blocks in my way. I must decrease for Him to increase so that I can reach my destiny.
Kristina Cousar is a woman of many talents. The NewYork native is a mother of 3 who has faced a lot challenges and road blocks but it made her stronger by becoming a Covenant Partner and a Mentee. Kristina has been able to put fear behind her and she is now a Certified Chef and that’s only the beginning. She desires to be an example not only to single mothers but to anyone who is feeling hopeless.